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             I’m too selfish to be married right now.
    ..it’s gonna be a hard conversation with the fiancé..
  
                                              (sarcasm)

I’ve been trying to figure out why I’ve been so impatient lately.

    I realized: I have been living selfishly for the past four years.

Not in an ignorant step-on-everyone sort of way.
But in the I’ve-been-a-single-college-student-for-four-years sort of way.

    And that’s not necessarily changed (still just me here)
but my priority isn’t school anymore. And it isn’t work, save those eight hours Monday thru Friday.

                   Life is happening: godsons and weddings and showers and friends.

           It’s a lot to keep up with.